why is all the media so drug inspired, it bores me to tears. everything’s so goddamn boring, i just want to watch a good movie or play a cool game but they all suck big black balls. fuck staying inside. and fuck kicking it with people, i’d rather be faded by myself. i don’t want to listen to people talk or rap about stupid bullshit. yea i know you’re good, but fact is i heard all of your rhymes and you really don’t have anything new to say. rap is stupid anyway. i need a hobby.
Dream
Had a cool dream about time travel yesterday before i passed the fuck out at 5 in the morning, so vivid at the time, don’t remember everything that happened but i went to the 70’s and it was like a mix of russia and america and i knew where i was in the dream but now that i think about it it doesn’t really make any sense at all. There was a time machine too. I was trying to figure out whether to look for my parents or not while they were young and try to explain to them that i was their future kid but then i realized that they wouldn’t have believed me anyways because they would be absolutely sure that they couldn’t have raised such a horrible human being. Anyways i ran into some random family who for some reason were dressed like they were in the 30’s kinda “great depression” looking. I was trying to explain to their kid that i’m from the future and i was showing her music and picture on my ipod from the future, but they were all kind of lame and she didn’t really like any of it, and so i thought it was lame too. And then she put on a song that i knew on the radio, it was totally not from the 70’s it was definitely 90’s i wish i remembered what it was but we sang it anyway. What a timefuck of a dream. Anyways my dad ended up using the time machine to go to where i was and get me back to the future. I think i escaped into the time machine again and the dream kind of repeated itself in a loophole but with slightly different scenarios.
Life’s like this sometimes…
When you’re young and around elementary/middle school age you act like a fool and you don’t really give a fuck about anyone else nor do you really give a fuck about what comes out of your mouth. Once you get older you start relying on people more and start making friends with people who you don’t even really like sometimes and you learn to keep your mouth shut so that you can get ahead in life and not be looked down on for all the dumb shit you say. Then once you’re on top of your shit and above all the faggots you’ve been around for most of your life it doesn’t matter anymore so you let loose again and start acting a fool. And then once karma bites you in the ass and you crash and burn, you will die from alcohol poisoning because you’re a miserable fuck and had nothing to live for in the first place. I don’t know if what i wrote makes sense but unfortunately i have become delusional due to my lack of sleep and my bad habits of smoking and drinking coffee to keep me awake so i’m just gonna write this down and look back at it in the morning to see if it still makes sense. Philosophy is fucking pointless by the way. fuck this fucking paper uuuughhhh D;
gay ass fucking jew fest
didn’t really recognize it was one until people randomly started bringing up the fact that they’re jewish. no one does that but a jew. i wanted to drill each one of those skanks through the teeth with my fuckin foot at some point. bitches telling me to calm down n shit! FUCK YOU. i don’t give a fuck if it’s your birthday you don’t fuckin tell me “oh you stole my seat” when i’m sitting alone on a fucking COUCH! you fat fucking jew whore, hell yea the word “bitch” just might have unintentionally slipped out of my mouth when you told me that, cuz you’re acting like one. “it’s my house and it’s my birthday so don’t talk to me like..” SUCK IT.
